Thursday, August 1, 2013
Ever have one of those kind of days where you just want to crawl in a hole and just stay there till life becomes nice again? Or one of those kind of days where nothing you do is right by anyone? How about one of those kind of days where you feel like you aren't worth much? In other words, you are having a pity party for yourself and no one else is invited because you'll wish they stepped on a Lego...in the middle of the night. Yep...I'm there, today.
I really don't know what triggered this mood but it's here. I don't even want to walk today and this is the time I should be walking. I have a great family, friends, and life - am blessed with that. I just don't want to be part of society today. I don't feel like I inspire anyone lately. I used to feel that way. I have to get that back because it's part of who I am. I am the cheerleader, the "pick up your spirit" person, the one to say "you can do it" and I have not been any of those things to anyone in awhile now. I try to be, I think I am and then realize, probably not.
Society and me, today, not friends. I'll try again tomorrow.